"When I text you, It means I'm missing you...
When I don't, it means I'm wanting and waiting for you to miss me...."
Very, very, very true statement.
I feel this way EVERYDAY....
and btw this is about one particular person, and I hope they will realize that soon...
Monday, April 26, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
These past days...
Bad or good news first?
Lets go with the BAD...
-Why is it when I needed her the most, she wasn't there? Not even a "Hey I'm busy can we talk later?" BUT NOTHING?? What is it with people? I think of them as best friends, maybe it should be "acquaintance". A BEST FRIEND is there when you need them, an ACQUAINTANCE is there when it's convenient for them. Yep, you are now an ACQUAINTANCE. Well, maybe not. I dont think I can let her go like that... Lets just say its close to being over FOREVER. Should I give her what she wants and just end it? OR keep on going like the way its been for almost a year?
-One more bad thing that happened this week. I found out monday that our number one pitcher is done. Done for the season. We pretty much survived on her. But its ok. Everyone is still positive, at least for now. But the thing is.. well... I dont know. Its almost like varsity. If they lost Sierra, there goes WYL AND valley. But we are going to get over this hump, just like we did when Bates got pulled up to varsity. We stepped up and did what we had to do. Let's just hope we can do it again. Lets just say yesterday was filled with lots of tears...
One the good note:
-My birthday was better than I expected it to be. Even though we lost and beka and haylee were gone, it was ok. We played a tough game against lemoore and fought, fought hard. Considering they were all juinors. My mommy brought me a crown and necklace at lunch and even brought ballons to the game. It was semi-embarrasing but I got over it and played my heart out. (and played a little nasty too :) ha) I had some delicious cupcakes from Kaity too! And I got some pretty awesome presents too. Thank you mommy and daddy for my new MACBOOK. Which should be here thursday!!! But overall it was a good day. But I definitely missed my best friends. But I knew they were having a good time and I didnt want to distract them for that. I made it through the week without seeing them. and I'm proud of myself for that :)
Baby Becca.
Lets go with the BAD...
-Why is it when I needed her the most, she wasn't there? Not even a "Hey I'm busy can we talk later?" BUT NOTHING?? What is it with people? I think of them as best friends, maybe it should be "acquaintance". A BEST FRIEND is there when you need them, an ACQUAINTANCE is there when it's convenient for them. Yep, you are now an ACQUAINTANCE. Well, maybe not. I dont think I can let her go like that... Lets just say its close to being over FOREVER. Should I give her what she wants and just end it? OR keep on going like the way its been for almost a year?
-One more bad thing that happened this week. I found out monday that our number one pitcher is done. Done for the season. We pretty much survived on her. But its ok. Everyone is still positive, at least for now. But the thing is.. well... I dont know. Its almost like varsity. If they lost Sierra, there goes WYL AND valley. But we are going to get over this hump, just like we did when Bates got pulled up to varsity. We stepped up and did what we had to do. Let's just hope we can do it again. Lets just say yesterday was filled with lots of tears...
One the good note:
-My birthday was better than I expected it to be. Even though we lost and beka and haylee were gone, it was ok. We played a tough game against lemoore and fought, fought hard. Considering they were all juinors. My mommy brought me a crown and necklace at lunch and even brought ballons to the game. It was semi-embarrasing but I got over it and played my heart out. (and played a little nasty too :) ha) I had some delicious cupcakes from Kaity too! And I got some pretty awesome presents too. Thank you mommy and daddy for my new MACBOOK. Which should be here thursday!!! But overall it was a good day. But I definitely missed my best friends. But I knew they were having a good time and I didnt want to distract them for that. I made it through the week without seeing them. and I'm proud of myself for that :)
Baby Becca.
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