"When I text you, It means I'm missing you...
When I don't, it means I'm wanting and waiting for you to miss me...."
Very, very, very true statement.
I feel this way EVERYDAY....
and btw this is about one particular person, and I hope they will realize that soon...
Monday, April 26, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
These past days...
Bad or good news first?
Lets go with the BAD...
-Why is it when I needed her the most, she wasn't there? Not even a "Hey I'm busy can we talk later?" BUT NOTHING?? What is it with people? I think of them as best friends, maybe it should be "acquaintance". A BEST FRIEND is there when you need them, an ACQUAINTANCE is there when it's convenient for them. Yep, you are now an ACQUAINTANCE. Well, maybe not. I dont think I can let her go like that... Lets just say its close to being over FOREVER. Should I give her what she wants and just end it? OR keep on going like the way its been for almost a year?
-One more bad thing that happened this week. I found out monday that our number one pitcher is done. Done for the season. We pretty much survived on her. But its ok. Everyone is still positive, at least for now. But the thing is.. well... I dont know. Its almost like varsity. If they lost Sierra, there goes WYL AND valley. But we are going to get over this hump, just like we did when Bates got pulled up to varsity. We stepped up and did what we had to do. Let's just hope we can do it again. Lets just say yesterday was filled with lots of tears...
One the good note:
-My birthday was better than I expected it to be. Even though we lost and beka and haylee were gone, it was ok. We played a tough game against lemoore and fought, fought hard. Considering they were all juinors. My mommy brought me a crown and necklace at lunch and even brought ballons to the game. It was semi-embarrasing but I got over it and played my heart out. (and played a little nasty too :) ha) I had some delicious cupcakes from Kaity too! And I got some pretty awesome presents too. Thank you mommy and daddy for my new MACBOOK. Which should be here thursday!!! But overall it was a good day. But I definitely missed my best friends. But I knew they were having a good time and I didnt want to distract them for that. I made it through the week without seeing them. and I'm proud of myself for that :)
Baby Becca.
Lets go with the BAD...
-Why is it when I needed her the most, she wasn't there? Not even a "Hey I'm busy can we talk later?" BUT NOTHING?? What is it with people? I think of them as best friends, maybe it should be "acquaintance". A BEST FRIEND is there when you need them, an ACQUAINTANCE is there when it's convenient for them. Yep, you are now an ACQUAINTANCE. Well, maybe not. I dont think I can let her go like that... Lets just say its close to being over FOREVER. Should I give her what she wants and just end it? OR keep on going like the way its been for almost a year?
-One more bad thing that happened this week. I found out monday that our number one pitcher is done. Done for the season. We pretty much survived on her. But its ok. Everyone is still positive, at least for now. But the thing is.. well... I dont know. Its almost like varsity. If they lost Sierra, there goes WYL AND valley. But we are going to get over this hump, just like we did when Bates got pulled up to varsity. We stepped up and did what we had to do. Let's just hope we can do it again. Lets just say yesterday was filled with lots of tears...
One the good note:
-My birthday was better than I expected it to be. Even though we lost and beka and haylee were gone, it was ok. We played a tough game against lemoore and fought, fought hard. Considering they were all juinors. My mommy brought me a crown and necklace at lunch and even brought ballons to the game. It was semi-embarrasing but I got over it and played my heart out. (and played a little nasty too :) ha) I had some delicious cupcakes from Kaity too! And I got some pretty awesome presents too. Thank you mommy and daddy for my new MACBOOK. Which should be here thursday!!! But overall it was a good day. But I definitely missed my best friends. But I knew they were having a good time and I didnt want to distract them for that. I made it through the week without seeing them. and I'm proud of myself for that :)
Baby Becca.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Birthday Wishes....
The 2 people I wanted to spend my 16th birthday with will be gone on thee day. Thee day I turn 16 will be spent without my 2 best friends. You ask where they will be? Mexico. On a missions trip. I've never looked forward to such a day to get to spend time with my best friends.... and now they will be hundreds of miles away. I was looking forward to the softball game on April 13th, (Birthday!) and seeing them in the stands with signs saying happy birthday! and seeing them cheer me on...
Well i guess a girl has her dreams... and mine... they just got crushed.
Baby Becca
Well i guess a girl has her dreams... and mine... they just got crushed.
Baby Becca
Thursday, June 4, 2009
The year ahead of me...
is going to be tough, challenging, exciting and new. I will be stepping out of the little christian school that i went to from preschool till the end of my freshman year and will be stepping on to the public campus of El Diamante.
I'm not scared, but apprehensive and excited. Although i will be leaving my best friends behind. This is the thing i will miss the most. My best friends... the plain truth i just have to face is that it will just never be the same.
I'm excited that i will actually get to play "legit" sports. Even though this years volleyball season was SO much fun, i still want to play softball. Something i cant do at vcs.
Plus, when i am a juinor i will most likely take sports med. I am so excited about this because this is what i want to do for the rest of my life, sports physical therapy.
The hardest thing about this year coming up will be leaving my best friends. I will have the most trouble with this. As much as i want to stay with them, i cant. I have to move on and get out there and play sports.
One thing i am excited about is that i will most likely walk to school. I've always wanted to do that. Just being able to walk and be by myself. I will never be late of school because of someone else, like last year. Just having my ipod, phone and my thoughts all to myself has always been my dream. There is no one to interupt you when you are trying to talk about your day coming up when driving to school.
This is my dream come true!
I'm not scared, but apprehensive and excited. Although i will be leaving my best friends behind. This is the thing i will miss the most. My best friends... the plain truth i just have to face is that it will just never be the same.
I'm excited that i will actually get to play "legit" sports. Even though this years volleyball season was SO much fun, i still want to play softball. Something i cant do at vcs.
Plus, when i am a juinor i will most likely take sports med. I am so excited about this because this is what i want to do for the rest of my life, sports physical therapy.
The hardest thing about this year coming up will be leaving my best friends. I will have the most trouble with this. As much as i want to stay with them, i cant. I have to move on and get out there and play sports.
One thing i am excited about is that i will most likely walk to school. I've always wanted to do that. Just being able to walk and be by myself. I will never be late of school because of someone else, like last year. Just having my ipod, phone and my thoughts all to myself has always been my dream. There is no one to interupt you when you are trying to talk about your day coming up when driving to school.
This is my dream come true!
Secret behind my name
B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
E : You are a very exciting person.
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
O : You are very open-minded.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
S : You are very broad-minded.
O : You are very open-minded.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. You are a very exciting person. You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. You are very open-minded. Love is something you deeply believe in. You are very broad-minded. You like to work, but you always want a break.
E : You are a very exciting person.
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
O : You are very open-minded.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
S : You are very broad-minded.
O : You are very open-minded.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. You are a very exciting person. You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. You are very open-minded. Love is something you deeply believe in. You are very broad-minded. You like to work, but you always want a break.
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